No update in forever! I'm almost done.
I guess the moral of my story is, go on house arrest... cuz even on house arrest I'm still raw.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Some new pics
No update in forever! I'm almost done.
I guess the moral of my story is, go on house arrest... cuz even on house arrest I'm still raw.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Day 10: Part 3
As promised I'm making a little mini-update. It is almost midnight. I just finished watching Southland Tales, and wow... what can I say? Amazing movie.
Go watch it, as soon as you can. :) I've got the DVD if you know me in real life, throw me a blank and I'll hit you up with a copy.
Go watch it, as soon as you can. :) I've got the DVD if you know me in real life, throw me a blank and I'll hit you up with a copy.
Day 10: Part 2
I just been watching several episodes of The Boondocks, probably my favorite show on TV at the moment, easily!
If you haven't seen the shit, it is probably time you started to check it out. There are only about two seasons out right now, and each episode is pretty much self-contained, so you can pick it up anywhere.
I'd describe it as an anime, with a very kind of "Gangsta" type style, but mostly, it is just hilarious. The animation is really good, more what you'd expect from Japan.Most of the storylines are very funny with lots of references to pretty much everything you can think of, and deal with a lot of subjects you might not find on other shows.
I know you can usually catch it on Cartoon Network's "Adult Swim", Monday at 11:30
After doing some research, for your benefit, I found out some other schedules, so maybe you can catch a few episodes:
March 11, 12, 13 and 14 it is on at 12:30AM and 3:30AM
If you want to catch an episode with Lil Wayne in it, it is on March 17th, at 11:30PM.
March 18 also airs the series at midnight, 2:30AM, and 3:00AM
Be sure to check it out. You can also find torrents of individual episodes and the first season DVD several places, if you know how to use those.
Definitely would recommend the show!
After I finish writing this (and watching another episode of The Boondocks), I'm going to watch Southland Tales. It was directed by the same guy as Donnie Darko.
It has Justin Timberlake in it... haha "eww gay", yeah, but he was pretty good in that Alpha Dog movie and a few others (Black Snake Moan). I am also kind of nervous about "The Rock", Seann William Scott, and Sarah Michelle Gellar in it. I'm kind of worried it might suck.
The review that got me to get this movie said:
"This isn't a movie for most audiences. You won't relate to any characters, and you won't follow or really care about the preposterous plot. It is dark and cynical. And despite it's heavy-handed political story, there is no deep, introspective meaning behind anything whatsoever. This is why many people won't get it, and thus will hate it. It's a dark film with a dash of comedy and a heavy dose of LSD. But there are enough funny moments to save it from feeling like a depressing, bad trip."
I'll tell you how it turns out in a future update.
Day 10: A letter to my RC supplier
Below, is a letter I wrote to my research chemical supplier. You may want to take notes... this is how to conduct business...
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Sorry if I am not sending this to the appropriate place. Our labs have recently ordered more product from you (although not through this account), and we are more than pleased, as always, with the product we recieved.
We are currently looking towards asymmetrical di-alkyltryptamines for several purposes (none of which involve human consumption). One which caught our reasearcher's eyes was 5-MeO-MIPT.
Recently, we've had no trouble finding funding for our projects. A lot of research has been conducted, but payroll and facilities have taken away the biggest chunk of funding from our investors.
Your site lists 5 grams of 5-MeO-MIPT, and excuse me if I quote an inaccurate figure, but I believe it is listed as somewhere near $900 for 5 G (grams).
Under your custom synth, 25 G (grams) is listed for what I believe to be a mere $1250.
Is this true? Why is there such a price gap?
Before we commit to 25 Grams, we will probably experiment with a smaller amount, possibly in the 1 Gram range. Asymmetrical di-alkyltryptamines have many interesting properties and we hope to discover several interesting qualities about their substance, especially in relation to hydrolisys and atomic composition.
If I am correct in assuming that the 25 Grams is so much cheaper, I will definitely try to manipulate funding to allow that purchase first. I'm sure we could think of uses for the larger quantity, that is not the issue, I will probably just have a hard time trying to justify the expense to our financial advisors.
Thank you in advance for any response you give. Our staff anticipates all future business we conduct with eachother, and our diligent team of researchers always recommends your services to other companies and labs who look to purchase similar chemical compounds, as do I.
Regards,
Timothy John Michael
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Yeah, I know, classy, right? I'm not at liberty to provide you with my chemical supplier, or any 5-MeO-MIPT (cuz you'll probably eat the shit, it is a lot like BEANS / MDMA / Ecstacy, somewhat like foxy, a lot like DMT as well (some similarities)) and I only order chemicals NOT FOR HUMAN CONSUMPTION.
Right? Right. No exceptions.
To the right, is 50 "hits" (if intended for human consumption), in a vial.
To the left, is the chemical structure of 5-MeO-MIPT.
Give it about 30 days or so for me to get the funding approved and get a quantity shipped to my "lab" for testing. :)
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Day 8: Part 3:Return of the Jack Crash!
I'm all fucked up on tramadol, I ate around a gram. I'm sweating like crazy but I feel great.
Working on music. finishing up that track with Ratatat at the moment. Talking to some old friends, planning my house warming party.
:)
Working on music. finishing up that track with Ratatat at the moment. Talking to some old friends, planning my house warming party.
:)
Day 8: Part 2: Love Hurts
I'm going to share some shit, some FUCKING SHIT, for anybody reading this blog. I typed up a bunch of stuff about ex girlfriends, and relationships, all that stuff. Then I deleted it. I think, this is something much more worth reading... so I better get busy typing it.
Do you want to have a lot more fun with your life? Are you tired of getting played, and never getting to play? Are you constantly stuck on the side lines, wishing you could jump in to the game, and out of your own self, in to reality?
For women and guys alike, I'm going to share something with you.
Pretend you find your self alone in a room with a friend who you find attractive. You get the kind of hunch that the feeling might be mutual. On the first signal from the other person, it would be "on", and all bets would be off. Anything could happen.
You avoid giving the other person the signal. As a guy or a girl, for whatever reason. The main reason being that you DOUBT your own SELF. You doubt, that if you were to give them a sign, they'd respond in an enjoyable manner.
The truth is, we are big mirrors. Big fucking mirrors.
While I'm sitting over here in my head, you are sitting over there, in your head. Unknown to both of us, we are thinking about the same exact fucking thing.
Do you know why, you can't give somebody that sign... that signal... why you can't break free and start living a more entertaining fulfilling life?
Some people say it is because you limit your self. I think, on the other hand, that the decision and choice isn't either mine, or anybody else's to make. It is a spontaneous thing.
Have you ever had the fucking amazing pleasure to be in a room with somebody who comes to the same realization that you do, at the same time? When the reflection in the mirror comes to life, and realizes it is there. When you realize you are in complete control of your own self, and, because of this, your own reflection.
We aren't just a reflection of each other. No, it is more complicated than that. We are the sum of all the things around us, casting us as characters for each other to play with.
So I really doubt most people that read my blog (keep up the good numbers btw, or maybe I should be telling my self that... haha) got this far... or that if they did, they have any idea what I'm talking about.
If you know, you fucking KNOW. It sucks because, most people DON'T KNOW.
I don't ever force knowledge on anybody... you can't anyway. You can tell somebody ALL ABOUT something, but, unless they know about it, they still wont know. You can't teach somebody about the universe, they have to learn for themselves.
It is hard even for me to type something for people to read. If I want to say, for example:
"For a better and more enjoyable reality, you should try making eye contact with people around you more"
What am I saying? Because what I am REALLY saying, is telling my OWN self that, I am telling my SELF, that, for ME to have a better reality what I need to do, is what I just described.
Talking to my somebody else, turns in to a conversation with my self. If I'm really lucky, they realize that, and start talking to them selves too, and then we can get some real dialogue going.
I've had so many interesting experiences with so many different people.
Any girl I know, who "knows", usually likes to have a lot of fun, at whatever expense to 'reality'.
Any guy I know, who "knows", will enter in to this process with me of trying to figure shit out. Which can be highly unpleasant.
When I'm alone, I realize the importance of music, and a greater purpose to my life.
Rhythm and harmony is something in your soul and your bones. As much as there is to see, there is just as much to hear.
I'll type more later. :)
Do you want to have a lot more fun with your life? Are you tired of getting played, and never getting to play? Are you constantly stuck on the side lines, wishing you could jump in to the game, and out of your own self, in to reality?
For women and guys alike, I'm going to share something with you.
Pretend you find your self alone in a room with a friend who you find attractive. You get the kind of hunch that the feeling might be mutual. On the first signal from the other person, it would be "on", and all bets would be off. Anything could happen.
You avoid giving the other person the signal. As a guy or a girl, for whatever reason. The main reason being that you DOUBT your own SELF. You doubt, that if you were to give them a sign, they'd respond in an enjoyable manner.
The truth is, we are big mirrors. Big fucking mirrors.
While I'm sitting over here in my head, you are sitting over there, in your head. Unknown to both of us, we are thinking about the same exact fucking thing.
Do you know why, you can't give somebody that sign... that signal... why you can't break free and start living a more entertaining fulfilling life?
Some people say it is because you limit your self. I think, on the other hand, that the decision and choice isn't either mine, or anybody else's to make. It is a spontaneous thing.
Have you ever had the fucking amazing pleasure to be in a room with somebody who comes to the same realization that you do, at the same time? When the reflection in the mirror comes to life, and realizes it is there. When you realize you are in complete control of your own self, and, because of this, your own reflection.
We aren't just a reflection of each other. No, it is more complicated than that. We are the sum of all the things around us, casting us as characters for each other to play with.
So I really doubt most people that read my blog (keep up the good numbers btw, or maybe I should be telling my self that... haha) got this far... or that if they did, they have any idea what I'm talking about.
If you know, you fucking KNOW. It sucks because, most people DON'T KNOW.
I don't ever force knowledge on anybody... you can't anyway. You can tell somebody ALL ABOUT something, but, unless they know about it, they still wont know. You can't teach somebody about the universe, they have to learn for themselves.
It is hard even for me to type something for people to read. If I want to say, for example:
"For a better and more enjoyable reality, you should try making eye contact with people around you more"
What am I saying? Because what I am REALLY saying, is telling my OWN self that, I am telling my SELF, that, for ME to have a better reality what I need to do, is what I just described.
Talking to my somebody else, turns in to a conversation with my self. If I'm really lucky, they realize that, and start talking to them selves too, and then we can get some real dialogue going.
I've had so many interesting experiences with so many different people.
Any girl I know, who "knows", usually likes to have a lot of fun, at whatever expense to 'reality'.
Any guy I know, who "knows", will enter in to this process with me of trying to figure shit out. Which can be highly unpleasant.
When I'm alone, I realize the importance of music, and a greater purpose to my life.
Rhythm and harmony is something in your soul and your bones. As much as there is to see, there is just as much to hear.
I'll type more later. :)
Day 8: Long Over Due
My bad. Friday I took a bunch of 2c-i and stuff. Haven't updated in a mintue cuz life has just been crazy. For being on house arrest, I sure do keep busy!
I been working on a few projects, and a LOT of new music. I'm sorry I still don't have the pics I promised of me blowing the weed smoke on the collar, but, they are coming soon! I just have to wait now for dude to get the cord from his g/f or whatever and send them over.
I wont lace this update with a bunch of pics or anything, and I'll keep it short becuase it is around 6AM, andI have to go to work in about an hour.
I finally shaved part of my face today. It has been months! Haha, I shaved off anything that wasn't on my chin or mustache part. I'm looking pretty fresh, although a little younger than I did. Oh well.
Ladies? What about the ladies? Yeah, I started talking to a few people recently. I think I'm holding off all relationships until I get this house arrest shit over with though. Some people in my life recently really made me miss having them though! Fuck!
Over all, the house arrest has been going great. I didn't update in so long, because the days have been flying by. I've only got around 75 or so left, and I hope they continue to go this good.
Thanks for reading! I've been keeping track of the traffic using Google Analytics, and the shit has been going great, a lot more readers than I expected.
I promise, PROMISE, to make a better update VERY soon, maybe even later today. Kk? Yeah!
I been working on a few projects, and a LOT of new music. I'm sorry I still don't have the pics I promised of me blowing the weed smoke on the collar, but, they are coming soon! I just have to wait now for dude to get the cord from his g/f or whatever and send them over.
I wont lace this update with a bunch of pics or anything, and I'll keep it short becuase it is around 6AM, andI have to go to work in about an hour.
I finally shaved part of my face today. It has been months! Haha, I shaved off anything that wasn't on my chin or mustache part. I'm looking pretty fresh, although a little younger than I did. Oh well.
Ladies? What about the ladies? Yeah, I started talking to a few people recently. I think I'm holding off all relationships until I get this house arrest shit over with though. Some people in my life recently really made me miss having them though! Fuck!
Over all, the house arrest has been going great. I didn't update in so long, because the days have been flying by. I've only got around 75 or so left, and I hope they continue to go this good.
Thanks for reading! I've been keeping track of the traffic using Google Analytics, and the shit has been going great, a lot more readers than I expected.
I promise, PROMISE, to make a better update VERY soon, maybe even later today. Kk? Yeah!
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